I've decided that since this life has no place for me, I'll make a world all my own, from inside this inter darkness in which I reside.
It'll be a place where pain is controlled, not controlling and where love is as scarce as the blue moon that shines on my broken reality.
I've decided I'll become the insane, because only I know what you don't see and that sight will give me misery.
I see the horror that lurks behind the masks, and the nails that will seal my casket.
So now I know, I'm to be alone, because my heart was too mine for the world, it ate it up, and shat it out just to leave me clad in an eternal turmoil that begs for the sweet bliss of sleep, maybe even death.
But my crazed mind can not distinguish the line between life and death, love and hate, talent and curse.
Therefore I'm but a wretch, a whore, a wraith to carve this earth raw with my shrieking and angelic tears, for I am the star crossed lover who died for the love of my soul.
-Jessica Carpenter-
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